For five years by now, 07.11.2025, my work gets abused, used illegally without having done right even in the slightest bit in all this time. I, Tobias Sindermann, the creator of this series, have fought for by now 36 years to have my life exactly as I want it, but all I got since I around five years ago involved other people to have a chance for that was abuse and destruction of the little bit of my life that I had been able to build.
The part that saddens me the most is that, clearly, every word I have written about women, this massive gift I have given them, around the world, was only in try to equal with Abuse, Shaming, Violation, Disrespect, Dishonor, making a fool out of me, a mockery, leaving me behind in the now more and more stronger getting belief that Sexism towards women is no sexism at all and instead the only correct way to act, cause all the good I have given them, all of you, dear ladies, you only, without any exception, tried to "equal" it with massive harm too.
My psyche, my emotional system, both is damaged to without option to repair level. I know enough about that that I can easy understand it. In follow that leads to physical shit that is now blocking me in my life even more. I could write about all that, extreme, once again, but it is written on my X profile well enough, just scroll down, if you wanna know. Here I will keep it short, cause all the talking and writing, clearly, no positive effects.
I am now a bit over 36 years old and all I did in all my life was working for having, finally, my life exactly the way I want, but that was over the moment I made the decision to involve other people, November 2021. Since then my stuff is hacked, since then my work gets used without my permission, for some good, but mostly for extreme bad, and until now no clear attempt of security and safety was done, to repair the damage caused and to make right, by giving me my life exactly the way I fought for.
My Sisterhood? Is failing me, doing only harm too, not one of them deserves the gift I have given them, that is clear since last night.
The WWE? The worst company ever, only full with people who give a shit about others, especially me, the one who made sure they have sold out after sold out show, success of times unknown ever.
Other people? Scum. Criminals. Every one of all of those who had entered in my life has done so only on the most least level of acting possible, and violated myself even more, too.
Law forces? There is no such concept. For months now I have made sure that law forces know and finally step in, but not even once that was done. No wonder most people don't wanna help them, cause that is clearly not just because they are as criminal as criminals, and in addition because law forces are as criminal. FBI, US Marshalls, whoever got message of me did not gave a shit and instead just let the further abuse of me happen.
All in all it is possible to put this together in one word: Rape.
This series is over. There will not be one book be published ever again, there will not be written one word in it ever again, although it is, of course, an important factor to keep my sanity, but all these words of good, the massive gift I gave all women, it has all no meaning anymore, it was just tried to equal with abuse, harm. This and more: It makes the whole series be without reason, without a need, cause I wrote the books to have my life. Clearly this will never happen. The WWE and all others have in five years not even once made a step of legal security, of savety, only shit wrong messages of harm and abuse, of further raping of myself, while law forces just kept watching, let it happen. But the most I am, of course, disappointed regarding all women, especially the ones who had worked their way into my heart. I would have never thought they would only "equal" the gift I have given with abuse, harm, violation, shaming of myself, turning me into a fool, a mockery for everyone. I have no reason to write the books anymore, and my life, clearly, is over, cause there was never a plan to give it to me. December 2025 is a joke like all the other months, all the years before. All of you: You murdered me.
DeviantArt: TErrorInTheSystem
I had already other DeviantArt profiles, like TherniliasN, TTSN, or so and different. I started with this profile new. If they still exist, I don't know, and if there is something published I don't either. But in the internet never something vanishes, it is always possible to find, so, who wants to find it all will do so. This is more a legal writing, cause I have never something to hide and so I don't give a shit about that. I am on the side of giving law forces true power, cause never crime should get one chance.
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Twitter: TherniliasN
YouTube: TErrorInTheSystem
Book 1: Damage Control
Book 2: Modern Tradition
Book 3: Abyss of Madness
Book 4: Biology of Murder
Book 5: War Games
Book 6: Cold Silence
Book 7: Times of Old
Current WIP book.
Book 8: A Promise
End of Season 1