"Wait a bit. The darkness will help. The Eigengrau will guide you the way."
"But? How?"
"Wait for the color we see in the blackest of times, that will change the light for us to see."
"What? What is happening? The way?"
It is a dark, emotional and complex
narrative that is more than a simple story created merely to be mass
entertainment. This narrative is a journey to keep hoping while days,
weeks, months, years pass, while alive yet dead, while dead yet
alive, failure and pain make a door clearer that perhaps should no
longer be ignored. This narrative is not created, none of these works
are created for money, for fame, but in a seemingly futile hope.
In
a sea of infinity, it is confusing and questionable how struggle can
ever be necessary, how escape into a mental asylum of oblivion can
ever be part of evolution, and yet it is truth in reality that the own
brain can mean dying, though heart and more in full vigor. Like a
fine network of doom, the truth ticks into a strange future of the
past and reality is once again torn apart.
A
lot of time has passed. Thousands of years. Thousands of years after
an accident. Thousands of years after two murders. Thousands of years
after violence. Thousands of years after torture. But the silver of a
truth that has not been understood continues to shine through the
darkest night, away from all this pain. And as the universe shuts
down, will be nothing more than an empty realm in time and space,
perhaps, there then, at last, suffering is overcome. We are eternal.
This
narrative is memory and will perhaps one day open doors that will
mean deliverance for us, deliverance from the stupidity of having
wanted to act justly and benevolently, because not only ingratitude
is the world's reward, but violence and hatred are also added to it. Shall this universe and every galaxy, every planet, perish in eternal
cold and decay, so that perhaps the downfall will make the message
clear and turn every system into another entry in the greatest museum
of all time. And as soon as the silence spreads over the ruins, there
will finally be peace.
Online Diary
Other Social Media channels/pages of me:
DeviantArt: TErrorInTheSystem
I had already other DeviantArt profiles, like TherniliasN, TTSN, or so and different. I started with this profile new. If they still exist, I don't know, and if there is something published I don't either. But in the internet never something vanishes, it is always possible to find, so, who wants to find it all will do so. This is more a legal writing, cause I have never something to hide and so I don't give a shit about that. I am on the side of giving law forces true power, cause never crime should get one chance.
SUNO: My music library
Twitter: TherniliasN
YouTube: TErrorInTheSystem
Mortuary
There is another description for that: Special Place.