For five years by now, 07.11.2025, my work gets abused, used illegally without having done right even in the slightest bit in all this time. I, Tobias Sindermann, the creator of this series, have fought for by now 36 years to have my life exactly as I want it, but all I got since I around five years ago involved other people to have a chance for that was abuse and destruction of the little bit of my life that I had been able to build.
The part that saddens me the most is that, clearly, every word I have written about women, this massive gift I have given them, around the world, was only in try to equal with Abuse, Shaming, Violation, Disrespect, Dishonor, making a fool out of me, a mockery, leaving me behind in the now more and more stronger getting belief that Sexism towards women is no sexism at all and instead the only correct way to act, cause all the good I have given them, all of you, dear ladies, you only, without any exception, tried to "equal" it with massive harm too.
My psyche, my emotional system, both is damaged to without option to repair level. I know enough about that that I can easy understand it. In follow that leads to physical shit that is now blocking me in my life even more. I could write about all that, extreme, once again, but it is written on my X profile well enough, just scroll down, if you wanna know. Here I will keep it short, cause all the talking and writing, clearly, no positive effects.
I am now a bit over 36 years old and all I did in all my life was working for having, finally, my life exactly the way I want, but that was over the moment I made the decision to involve other people, November 2021. Since then my stuff is hacked, since then my work gets used without my permission, for some good, but mostly for extreme bad, and until now no clear attempt of security and safety was done, to repair the damage caused and to make right, by giving me my life exactly the way I fought for.
The Gift:
Women in reality clearly in no way deserve The Gift, sadly, but 26 years of rape, for every little bit of Holyness, Sacredness I gave them are just proof enough for that. Dishonest, just acting, disrespect, shame, unfaithful, using every chance they get to destroy, hurt me emotionally, that is what every woman until now has done with The Gift. Clearly, only in my mind, in my world of mind women are deserving it, understanding it, doing right cause of it. But in reality, sadly but clearly, at least for now I can not believe it anymore different, this applies:
Every woman is a whore,
wanting nothing more.
This was the last little bit of reason I was wanting to fight staying alive, but sadly even that now, after 26 years is too much in clear proof: Being alive is not worth the effort, cause The Gift I gave was just complete utter stupid, if it is not in my world of mind. All my work, just for nothing, every little bit corrupted, destroyed, made be gone, not any more possible to repair. That is how I got treated by you, ladies. That is how you try to equal it. Nice. No wonder that only I gave you it, cause I am the only man stupid enough for doing so.
This now leads to the Sisterhood of Blood, and what does it mean for them now? Simple: A concept that in reality clearly is not working, cause of what is written here earlier about The Gift, cause the first rule of that Sisterhood is this one:
It is love and not a game.
That is, as very obvious by now, something, that women don't understand in reality, being alive only for getting as much money shoved down their throats as just possible, just like the whores they are. I wanted to believe it being in reality different, not only in my world of mind. I got for now more than 26 years only disappointed.
But, well, I have my world of mind, right? And clearly that is all I get, that was made in the last more than 5 years very clear to me, but for that I don't need to be alive and don't need to let me treat like that, so my time is up, I am done with the crap and I don't give a shit anymore. More than 26 yeras of holy, sacred, zealous try in having faith in my behavior, The Gift, is correct. Reality taught me different, all women outside my world of mind taught me different.
The other parts of my work:
The WWE and AEW, as every other Wrestling company involved? The worst companies ever, only full with people who give a shit about others, especially me, the one who made sure they have sold out after sold out show, success of times unknown ever.
Other people? Scum. Criminals. Every one of all of those who had entered in my life has done so only on the most least level of acting possible, and violated myself even more, too.
Law forces? There is no such concept. For months now I have made sure that law forces know and finally step in, but not even once that was done. No wonder most people don't wanna help them, cause that is clearly not just because they are as criminal as criminals, and in addition because law forces are as criminal. FBI, US Marshalls, whoever got message of me did not gave a shit and instead just let the further abuse of me happen.
All in all it is possible to put this together in one word: Rape.
MediaFire changed the link for at least 3 times by now, so I had so set it up everywhere again. One earlier version of the link: https://www.mediafire.com/folder/1vyc146kq7jzr/Public_files as under all my DeviantArt artworks. MediaFire just changed it, again, so you can not get the files. That is why my latest Artwork published is now with the new link, while the others are not.
LINK WAS CHANGED AGAIN! NO MATTER WHAT I DO, IT GETS FORBIDDEN THAT I ACTUALLY GET MY LIFE AND WHAT I EARNED WITH MY WORK. Reality is not a story and alone someone can not win against such a massive asocial group of excuses of living beings. Well, while with my work millions and millions and so on get earned every day, I have to find out how I get over the next month with 400€ just again. Cool, right? Yes.
This series is over. There will not be one book be published ever again, there will not be written one word in it ever again, although it is, of course, an important factor to keep my sanity, but all these words of good, the massive gift I gave all women, it has all no meaning anymore, it was just tried to equal with abuse, harm. This and more: It makes the whole series be without reason, without a need, cause I wrote the books to have my life. Clearly this will never happen. The WWE and all others have in five years not even once made a step of legal security, of savety, only shit wrong messages of harm and abuse, of further raping of myself, while law forces just kept watching, let it happen. But the most I am, of course, disappointed regarding all women, especially the ones who had worked their way into my heart. I would have never thought they would only "equal" the gift I have given with abuse, harm, violation, shaming of myself, turning me into a fool, a mockery for everyone. I have no reason to write the books anymore, and my life, clearly, is over, cause there was never a plan to give it to me. December 2025 is a joke like all the other months, all the years before. All of you: You murdered me.
5 messages to the Supreme Court of the USA and NO ANSWER until now. Law Forces IGNORE this case.
I DO NOT CARE FOR ANY MESSAGE FROM NOW ON SEND TO ME, CAUSE IT IS CLEARLY JUST ANOTHER FAKE AND LIE MESSAGE, CAUSE IF YOU ALL WOULD HAVE BEEN SERIOUS THE WHOLE TIME, I WOULD HAVE MY LIFE FOR FIVE YEARS ALREADY, BUT THAT IS STILL NOT THE CASE, SO KEEP YOUR LIES AND FAKE SHIT FOR YOURSELF. YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE TO MAKE RIGHT, YOU JUST KEPT LYING AND DENYING ME MY LIFE, SO, WELL DONE, YOU MADE SURE I HAVE NO REASON TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE, YOU WON, SO PISS OFF NOW. Just another little funny proof more of that? Simple: What does happen when I make it known, want to have legal protection? Yes, the whole stupid time something like already written here and, too, this:
More than 26 years of extreme work, of a series that is emotional extremely important to me, no wonder, cause it was my try to have my life 100% without any degradation. Everything taken away, corrupted, destroyed, constant raping of myself, causing more and more damage. The thought about cutting open my own veins is very funny and interesting by now. Maybe I should do that now. Just laying down on my bed, grabbing my little tigress cuddle animal and just close my eyes, this time forever. Being alive is not worth the time and effort, dying is the only true path for me, all of you who took my work, more than 26 years of work, my desperate try to have my life exact as I want it, you all took it and destroyed every little bit of it. I hope you are happy now. It is time for me to leave and this time there is damn sure no coming back, cause all of you have proven, for around a year now, especially when it was in damn sure need to get finally damn sure serious, that you are just a massive army of lying, abusive scum. You leave me no other choice, otherwise it would not be like it is now. You want me dead, but are too lazy and cowardish to do it yourself. Fine, I do it. After more than 36 years of ONLY fight, with maybe around 2 years of a bit of rest, a little bit, I just have to admit and understand that being alive is just not worth the effort and dying is my only option. Thanks, to all of you, for having made that very clear to me. I hope you are happy now. Bye.
DeviantArt: TErrorInTheSystem
I had already other DeviantArt profiles, like TherniliasN, TTSN, or so and different. I started with this profile new. If they still exist, I don't know, and if there is something published I don't either. But in the internet never something vanishes, it is always possible to find, so, who wants to find it all will do so. This is more a legal writing, cause I have never something to hide and so I don't give a shit about that. I am on the side of giving law forces true power, cause never crime should get one chance.
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Needed truths:
Book 1: Damage Control
Book 2: Modern Tradition
Book 3: Abyss of Madness
Book 4: Biology of Murder
Book 5: War Games
Book 6: Cold Silence
Book 7: Times of Old
Current WIP book.
Book 8: A Promise